Warren's Birthday 11/29/09 part 2

 

 

 

Warren's Birthday 11/29/09

 

 

 

 

SIMPLE BEAUTY!

 

10 more days...

and Alessana will be 9months OMG can we say!! she is standing all by herself, pointing her finger to show everyone she will be one soon and grinning her two teeth lol! she climbs on everything and plays with everything she is NOT suppose to be playing with. we got her around circle gate because she was getting into EVERYTHING!

Halloween party.. went SUPPER GREAT! we had so much fun and everyone was there ;-)

i been supper busy with work and just taking care of everything else. we are looking for a house so we all know that doesn't go easy. so God willing we will have a house by Christmas... "all i want for Christmas is nice house, is a nice house" lol! i think i been a good girl and family has been good so come on Santa we need a house ;-) speaking of Christmas i nee to start shopping its like tomorrow ;-P

PUMKIN PATCH!!!

 

 

 

 

Halloween Pictures!

 

 

 

 

8 MONTHS AND SLACKING ON BLOG

WOW I haven’t blogger in FOREVER! SORRY! I have been so busy with everything.

Alessandra is 8months now! I can’t believe it. She is 8months now and then she will be 8yrs old in 3rd grade and then I will be dealing with 18yr old that better be graduating!
She is doing so much. She is ALWAYS dancing; laughing at everything, still thinks she can walk but only standing and walking well in the crib/playard! She started eating chicken ;-) and loving it! I make her veggies and chicken she eats like crazy! Oh yea she is doing better at nigth she wakes up around 4am i giver her bobo and she goes right back to sleep until 7am :) oh now she is doing every 4hrs feeding too! YAYY happy mommy! This weekend she will be taking pictures I can’t wait! And next weekend she is having her own Halloween party! She will be dressed up as baby Minnie Mouse, mommy will be mommy Minnie Mouse and daddy will be Mickey Mouse! (Yea I can’t believe I got him to dress up lol) I will be posting pictures soon! Well got to go back to work! Ttyl!

I made you from scratch

Dear my beautiful Alessandra Maria,
I look at you and all can think of is… How I’m blessed to have you in my life. When the doctor told me those 3 words “you are pregnant!” she never initialed it would be the prefect you! Those 39weeks and 5 days I made you from scratch. I made that beautiful face of yours, which has those eyes shaped so defined, your lips that look so ruby, chubby cheeks that look so rosy, all together makes that perfect face. From your hands with ten fingers, baby girl the world is in your hands. Your ten toes that you will wiggle and maybe dance on them like a beautiful ballerina! The tummy that gets so full when I feed you but so much fun later when I tickle you just to see you smile! I’m you from scratch with so much love! I was there from the beginning and I will be there beyond the end. I love Alessandra!
Love Always,
Your Mommy

7 months

 
7months old… baby girl is getting too big! The saying goes “time fly when your having fun” so if I don’t have fun with her will she stop getting too big?? If only it worked that way! It’s crazy how fast they grow. Now I really know how my family felt when I got older! Well what is new with her since August 20 until now… well she gives kisses not with the hands but just makes the noise, she claps for everything, she will crawl off of everything to get on the floor like she can walk, and she takes the phone and put it on her ear like she is talking to someone! She is teething like crazy. Every night she wakes up crying but stays sleeping. I feel so bad. I wish I cab just make the pain go away. It is the worst feeling knowing your baby is in pain and you really can’t do something about. Yea I give her Humphury (I have no idea how to spell it right now lol) and I don’t want to drug her up because she is not crying like crazy. Also Orajel makes her sick so that doesn’t help! Only chewing toys and ice packs help her. I hope they just come out soon so she can feel better! Well that is really it!

Monday after the trip...

Today I am supper tired but work wasn’t so bad! Tonight I have my photography class so I’m super happy about it but I will need some coffee before! Oh I got my camera so the class will be even better! ;-)

Trip to Philly...

It’s always great to see family but home is ALWAYS better! My family lives in Philly. I went to see my 4 grandmas: 2 great grandma that 100yrs old (WOW THEY ARE OLD) and 2 that between 70 and 80! I wanted Alessandra to see them and take pictures because no one knows when God will take them! So we went up on Friday, September 11, 2009 and came back September 13, 2009 a quick trip! The trip did get what I wanted to get done, see my grandmas but it wasn’t as simple as I thought it was going to be! Here is was happen:
1. Friday we were suppose to be at 3:50pm but all fights were delayed because of the storm in PA so we didn’t leave FL until 6:50pm and got there 10:50pm so that knocked off my Friday time with my family!
2. We get there about to get something to eat and on the way my cousin got in an accident so end up driving to the sight to make sure everything was ok and to pick her and her son up! So we didn’t get to my grandma’s until 12am something!
3. Alessandra woke up at 6am so that equals no sleep! So we got ready and ate then went to my great grandma’s house and spend time with her! Took some pictures and went back home so Alessandra and take a nap!
4. Nap was too quick and she was up and about (what we call POWER NAP)! So we went to see my cousin and his baby and Alessandra loves baby so she was happy!
5. Then we went to my dad’s family house and saw my other to grandmas and we stayed there for a few hours and ate there! My cousin there at a yr old daughter so Alessandra had someone to play with!
6. Came back to my grandmas and chilled with my cousins and Aunt!
7. Woke up again at 6am packed up and got ready to go HOME! We left early so we can drive by Down Town where they have the history center and Liberty Bell for Alexander to see the city!
8. We got to the airport at 10:30am (1hr 15min earlier then out flight)! So we got come things for the family and coffee and went to the gate well DUMBA$$ self read the ticket wrong so we went to Gate F (instead of Gate C) and that was the LAST gate (had to take a bus there too) and when we got there I realize that it was Gate C so we ran to Gate C and the plane left and that’s when I realize that my cell phone’s time was WRONG! 15mins late so we missed the flight and had to reschedule! The only next flight was at 6:25pm! So I was going to call my aunt to pick us up but Alexander didn’t want to so yup we stayed at the airport from 12PM to 6PM! Thank God the airport had a mall so I walked around with the baby and went shopping and looked at things! We also found a place that rents our DVD players so we got one for Alessandra and popped her Mickey Mouse’s Clubhouse! She took good naps and was such a good girl! THANK GOD!
So that was my CRAZY trip! I love to see my family but there is NO PLACE LIKE HOME! Thank God Alessandra wasn't bad at all on the fligths! her ears didnt bother her and she was soo good! Alessandra of course didn’t know anyone so she had what we call MAMAITIES! In other words she didn’t want to go with no one but MOMMY! Not even to Daddy so I was beat because I had her the whole time! It was a good trip because it is always good to see family but maybe next time will be better! Alexander wants to go back to go through the PA history Tours! So we will in a year or 2!

Short week but so much to do...

Monday we had it off but I have tons to do at work this week before Friday comes. Friday I only work like 3 hrs to do the notices and then I’m off to get the last things for our trip to Philly!! This will be our first airplane ride with the baby and just thinking now I never been on a plane with Alexander either ;-) we are going to see my family! I have two great grandmas alive so I can’t wait to take a picture of them with Alessandra their Great Great Granddaughter!! We are just leaving her Friday around 3pm and coming back Sunday around 2pm so it a short little weekend to see out of town family ;-)

MY OWN LITTLE MINNIE MOUSE

2009 Halloween will be Alessandra First Halloween so of course we will be taking her first holiday pictures and I CAN’T WAIT!! I have a whole thing planned out!!
5 themes!!! I was going to put her as Raggie Anne but then I just decided to put her in her favorite charter… Minnie Mouse and OH BOY IT IS TOO CUTE!!! So I have my own Minnie mouse ;-)

LABOR DAY SWIMMER...

Labor day weekend, well I worked 13 hrs on Friday and all day Saturday so I promised the family that Sunday and Monday was all theirs ; -) Sunday I went shopping for Alessandra because she need some new outfits for the trip that are a lot warmer then out Florida outfits. Gosh I love shopping for her! So other then that, we chilled and just enjoyed the family time! Monday was pool day; Alessandra loves to go in the pool well any water at that! So the pool was nice and warm and the sun wasn’t so strong. Gosh she loves kicking her legs away! While she was in the pool with her Abuelo I got tons of pictures and if I may say I got some GREAT ones! Alexander got to program and set up my computer with the programs I need! It was a good weekend! I LOVE MY FAMILY!

PHOTOGRAPHY AND BLOGGING

Check it out...capturebybekka.blogspot.com

I will load up pictures and share every step of the way... more details over then on this blog!

work hard no play

I have been working hard to fix things and make things better for myself and more for my family! Yea I enjoy life but life is different now because I’m a mother and a wife! Life is more then the clubs and parties! It about family and love! And I did that party thing for years but if I may say I’m happier then I ever been!

Out the blue thoughts after talking to some old friends… they are single and living the party life. Hey I don’t knock it! That’s the chapter in life they are in and I hope they enjoy it and they will have different more chapters in their life one day!

THE LIFE OF A MOTHER/ WIFE...

Today I came home and WOW the life of a mother and wife hit me again… I cooked myself dinner and then had to cook Alexander “special diet food” and of course at the same time Alessandra had to eat her solids so I was warming up that while I cooked and played with her. Yup I did it because that’s what I had to do but I loved every minute of it! It was great to have Alexander come home and dinner was ready, Alessandra eating the same time as us and for the first time we ate together as 3! I cant wait until Alessandra is older and we have those moments more offend!

CLASSES AND FLU SHOT...

Photography class was GREAT! I woke up with the biggest headache and that this class was going to be hell because of it but I drank a nice ice latte and it really went GREAT! It was what I wanted from the class and I can’t wait for the weeks to come and what I learn. It was a little down that I didn’t have m own camera but my 2 cousins were in the class and they shared their camera with me so I was very happy that they were there! Alexander said I will get my camera soon, so I hope before the class ends ;-) Until then my cousin said I can use her camera for the assignments! I LOVE MY PRIMAS!

Flu shot… well I blogged a week ago that I was going to give Alessandra the flu shot but after hear stories of babies get it and that dot go to day care I got really scared and we are going to PA and next weekend and I got super scared that she was going to get it. Plus she doesn’t have the same antibodies as a kid that goes to school so she maybe easier to get it. The doctor says with this “swin flu” going around they think the flu season will be every bad this year. She isn’t protected for the “swin flu” but with this shot she will has fewer ricks to get it then if she didn’t get any shot! So she got the first shot and it was the inactive one so that made me feel better about it! And she didn’t get any side effects so we were even happier about that!

AUGUST 31, 2009 STARTS A NEW LIFE...

Well today August 31 I made a promise to myself to better myself. This week I have lots of plans… I signed up for a photography class and I’m feeling two things about it… one is that I’m down because I don’t have a camera I wish I had the money to just get one but DSLR camera are never cheap. It ok I’ll save one day soon I will have it. Second is that I’m really looking forward on learning something new and hoping that I can make something great out of it! I plan on starting a company by teaming up with my cousins. I love taking pictures already so this will be a job that I love doing ;-) I will need to learn the camera but also Photoshop. With Photoshop I will be able to learn graphics designing and that will be another creative thing I will do and love doing. I also can use it at work hopefully.
I been going to a back doctor and plan on working out soon as soon as he gives me the ok! Be healthier and eat right. I think it will help me all the way around in life.
I been planning to get more organize and if I may say I been doing better with the organize goal ;-)

It doesn’t happen over night and I know that is true but a step at a time I will make things better for myself and my family!

I don't know what is up with her at night?!?!?

Well we moved into my in laws 2 nights ago and if I thought Alessandra sleeping habits were bad well they just got worst. Maybe it is my fault. I don’t know but we really need to fix it! I love rocking her to sleep because it is time I talk to her and tell her how much I love her. And gosh holding her and watching her dream away feels so good! Well before I would rock her and in 5 minutes she was out! Napping was never easy because she would fight her sleep. Well now she is older it has been getting harder and harder. I don’t like her cry to go to sleep when I can cuddle with her and rock her to sleep makes me happy and her too but she doesn’t make it that easier like she use to. It is only easy when she is dead tired. So I wanted to try “cry it out” but now that we move in my in laws I feel bad. Because she will wake up in the middle night ANYTIME and I don’t want everyone sleeping and she wake up at 3am and crying like crazy and wake them up. But I really think I am going to need to talk to them because this is only getting worst. Last night she kept on waking up every hour and crying with her eyes close so I had to rock her to bed every time and by 1am I just had her sleep with us to make it easier for me to rock her. I don’t want her sleeping with us all the time because she has her own bed and mom and dad needs to have their bed. Gosh I really don’t know what to do because yea it is getting bad I hate to hear her cry ;-(

6 months appointment...

Yesterday we had Alessandra’s 6 months appointment. I love going to see how much she grew! Well yesterday she weight in 17lbs 15oz (I thought she was heavier then that) and 27in long. She is good with the weight and height so I was happy to hear that. The doctor says she moves a lot so that’s why she doesn’t gain a lot weight! The doctor asked me about her development and I told her the list…
1. sits up by herself
2. crawls
3. grabs things
4. stands up (hold on to something like the crib)
5. eating solids
6. rolls over
7. talks
a. baba
b. mama
c. papa
She said she is doing great in the development and I have nothing to worry about! She asked me if I was going to do the flu shot because it was in and she is of age that she can have it. I stated no because I really not crazy about the whole “flu shot” thing. I don’t like how they give you the little of the flu to help you fight it if you come across it. I’m old fashion, when we get it, we fight it the natural way… lemon tea, chicken noodle soup, and sleep and sleep! Plus she doesn’t go to day care so her odds to come across it, are slimmer! The doctor agreed! She got one shot and we have 3more to go. So I’ll be there the next 2 weeks! So over all I was very happy with the appointment.

***side note: I have Alessandra on a weekly shot schedule meaning she only gets one shot at a time. So instead of one 6month visit it goes into how many shot there is. So 4 shots equals 4 visits! She ends up with no side effects!

Do I have a toddler? Moving thoughts?

Well lately Alessandra has been on a mission to do everything. Everything that is in arm reach she wants to grab. She sits up like crazy never wants to be lying down; even when I change her diaper she is rolling over so she can crawl away or tries to sit up by her self. She is teething like crazy and now has new thing on chewing on her thump, oh I’m trying to stop that! She crawls and rolls all over the place! When she doesn’t want something... SHE DOESN’T WANT IT! Sometimes I have to fight with her to eat her food the right way and stop playing around with it! And she use to be so good with the feeding! OMG I miss my baby! Yea I love how she is getting bigger and now we have so much fun with her but GOSHHH I didn’t know I would get a toddler really soon! OH NO what will I do when she is TWO if she is like this now at 6months?!?!?!?

Moving… well I lease is over at our apartment so I decide to move in with my in laws at live 2 blocks away. We are always over there and they babysit the baby so it was smart to move there to save money and wait to get a house! Well I HATE packing and what I think what makes it worst is half (most) of out things will be going into storage and what we need and what can fit will be with us. So I have decided what a need is and what we don’t need now! Oh how fun right?!?!? Well have to be out by Aug 31 so time is running out on the packing the right way! And this past weekend they took all the big furniture to the storage so everything is on the floor and the apartment is messier then it was before!
Beside all that “GREAT” stuff, there is really good things about the move… I’m happy we will save tons of money and when we move to will be a home for our family that we really want! I plan on using this time to better myself and really get a hold of ORAGNIZATION!! Now we will see how everything goes. I hope it turns out great and nothing gets messed up on the say!

This weekend...

Friday… picked up Alessandra and got some formula and baby stuff! Went home and started to pack out clothes in the dresser so if we move things to storage they will be able to take the dresses and the big furniture! Well that only made more of a mess in my house! Also my sister came to help me with the packing but really end up helping with the baby! Well after packing a few boxes my back was killing me so we went to my in laws to chill and watch a movie well before the movie started I knocked out! LOL!

Saturday… went to breakfast with the family and then to storage. Alessandra started to cry when I was drinking my cup of water so I gave her the water and she drank out of it like a big girl but end up pouring it all over herself! And she wanted more LOL! Well we got the storage and truck so the guys went to the house and picked up my bedroom furniture, dining room table, bookshelves, couch, and took some things to my in laws house! Well that made my house even more of mess! So by 4pm I got ready for the birthday party and my sister, Alessandra and I went! Everyone there was in love with Alessandra! Well we stayed for a little and then went my in laws to chill to watch the dolphin game and help get things ready for the party!
Sunday… Alessandra woke up a 6am and thought… LET’S PLAY ON MOM’S AND DAD’S BED! So I started to play tickle with her and it was great to see her laugh and smile that early in the morning! Well we got up and got ready to go to my in laws to help out and stuff! well the party started and Alessandra loves to see other babies and there was 3 so she was super happy... so happy that she showed off... she was crawling like crazy and grabbing them and talking to them and laughing and then sat up by herself... she always sit up but by me pulling her up well she found out that if you crawling you can sit up myself easier then pulling yourself up LOL and then I put her in the crib to take a nap what did the little brat do when she woke up she grabbed the monitor and started to talk to it, I guess to tell me she was wake and then pulled the plug lol and then the next nap she stood up in her crib! (Thanks to DH he thought her how to stand up in her crib) OMG SHE IS GETTING WAY TOO BIG! She is such a SHOW OFF LOL! I miss me little bitty baby that just needed me for everything now she don’t need me... well only to pick her up and feed her and change diapers lol!
Well this weekend was nice but OHHH MANNN I need to pack and clean things up! ;-)

THIS WEEKEND PLANS...

This weekend we have a lot of plans… checking out the storage and maybe more something. I have to pack… GRR I never knew we had so much shyt! I’m so not organize! I really need to fix that! Also i was invited to an other brithday party for one of my mom's co worker! So packing and then Sunday is my brother in laws birthday party so I will be helping my mother in law with that! Cooking and family fun is always great!

WHAT I FEEL...

What I feel… well lately I been looking at myself and how I can better myself! Maybe go back to school and learn little things here and there to better myself. Organize myself so I don’t get so stressed out! Do things that make me feel better! I wanted to photography it wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be but I will keep that goal. I plan on more education to do other things; we will see how that go once I move! I want to better myself in my health as well. I have always been a skinny girl, 100lb max, just before I had Alessandra I was 140lb and now I am 110lb but so out of shape! I plan on working out, not to be skinny but to be healthy and better in shape to do more things. I have been feeling so lazy and tired! I sleep enough but it never feels enough!

That’s the feeling of today… BETTERING MYSELF!

6months... Feb 20 until NOW!

6 months flew cross my face so fast. I can’t believe Alessandra is 6 months today. I remember hold her small little self not she huge and so big! I remember breastfeeding her and having that moments with her that meant so much to me! I’ll never forget those times and any time I share with her! Let’s rewind because I never got to tell you my birth story! Feb 19 I had a doctor appointment and everything was fine and I was already 39 weeks and 4 days the doctor said she thinks I was going to go 41 weeks and my hubby and father in law were upset about that because they thought I was getting too big and that would be too much for me. Well the next day around 3am I kept waking up to go pee but really didn’t have something come out. Kept going back to sleep after trying to pee. So by 5am I realize maybe I was contractions with no pain so I laid there writing them down. Yea they were happening every 3 minutes. When I realize that I started to cry. I got scared to push her out. Alexander popped up thinking something was wrong but I told him “omg I’m going to have a baby” he said “yea, right now?” I said I didn’t want to go now just wait and I’ll get ready so he made the calls to the grandparents.

We finally went to the hospital at 7am. Abuela Norma, Abuelo Alejandro, Zuli, Abuela Mima, and Moriah were there to see if today was the day! So the nurse checked me in and checked to see how much I have dilated also all the doctor to see if I would be staying. Well after knowing I was 3cm dilated the doctor said I’m staying and gave me the pitocin so the pain kicked in and we started this thing called child birth ;-)
I was pretty good with the pain… no I’m not saying it didn’t hurt but I didn’t need anything to help me with them. I kept saying “I can do it” “The pain is going to go away” “I’ll see my baby girl really soon” “I don’t need epi” and that go me through the pain! The nurses kept asking in I needed an epi like they were going to get a bonus if I got it so I kept saying no!

So 12pm came around like in seconds and they checked me and I was 5cm dilated at that point so the kicked the pitocin some more and told me they will be backing me water. I was doing pretty well with the pain and still didn’t need drugs until they broke my water… OMG that was scary! That felt like an ocean came out my vajayjay! I started to cry and everyone thought I was in pain but I wasn’t, I just freaked out with all that water keep coming out! They stated that the baby went poop before they broke the water so that put a red flag up on the delivery to make sure her first breathe was only air and not water and air! Well they told me the pain was going to increase and it surely did. They offered me the epi and I said no again but wanted something to make me droggy, so they gave me it through my IV and WOW you feel like you high! It was GREAT! I was making everyone laugh! I remember one time I told Alexander “baby I can do it” he told me “yea you said that more then 100 times already” WOW I got upset and started yelling at him telling him if he is not going to support me then he can get out! Everyone told him he was crazy it say that and shut up next time lol! I was acting so high it was funny! Tia Maria came was taking pictures!

3pm I was 6cm so I needed to move from side to side every 30mins to make things go faster so I did. And every time I needed to go to the bathroom they kept asking me if it was #1 or #2 and I got so made because they kept asking me that around that time I yelled #1 GOSH!! LOL! Well by 530pm I could breathe so my father in law fanned me and that was great! And in minutes I felt her drop and all I could say was “I have to push, I have to SHIT!” yup I said “I have to shit” and that all I could say. The nurse checked me and said she crowned and I can’t push until the doctor comes or I will hurt the baby or myself. I told her if she doesn’t get the doctor in here in a second she will be delivering the baby! LOL! Gosh looking back I was mean… hey remember I didn’t have epi and I was in PAIN! She had to pull a hospital doctor and checked me. she said don’t push because the baby will inhale the water and that was bad so I stopped… only because my baby girl comes first but as soon as my doctor came in at 6:08pm and said push I did! I first started to push with my head going back and popped a lot of my veins on my body for pushing so hard because I was doing to wrong, I needed my head forward to push her out so my father in law grabbed my head and pushed it forwarded. WOW that helped so much! Well they cut me so I would rip and used the suctions and pop she cane out in 7 minutes! At 6:15pm on February 20, 2009 I had a beautiful baby girl name Alessandra Maria Freiria! And had 7 people that watch the whole experience, many people say I was crazy but having them made it even more special. Thank you for supporting me!

Here is the link of the pictures...
http://picasaweb.google.com/xandercoded/AlessandraMariaFreiria03?authkey=Gv1sRgCObbk_mO27uUgQE&feat=directlink#

WELL that was 6months ago MY BIRTH STORY… and from then to now Alessandra has been through many milestones like…

Pulling her head up, push herself up, rolling, talking, yelling, eating solids, sitting up, and even crawling!

WOW time flew and I will have a one year before I know it! Well saying that I need to start planning the “1st birthday”

BETTER LATE THEN NEVER... ALESSA IS CRAWLING!

OMG SO ALESSANDRA HAS BEEN ROCKING FOR A WEEK AND OF COURSE KEPT ON FALLING SO I STARTED TO MOVE HER HANDS. WELL SHE LOVES LAPTOPS AND CELL PHONES (YUP ALREADY WANTING TO TALK TO HER FRIENDS LOL) WELL I THOUGHT TUESDAY NIGHT, LETS UP THE CELL PHONE ON THE FLOOR SO SHE CAN WANT IT AND CRAWL TO IT AND YUP IT WORKED. SHE CRAWLED OVER THERE LIKE NOTHING. LIKE SHE KNEW HOW TO DO IT THE WHOLE TIME AND JUST DIDNT WANT TO SHOW US LOL! YAYYYY ALESSANDRA IS A BIG GIRL NOW!!

BEYOND THANKFUL

I have been going through things with some people that same couple days but it made me realize how THANKFUL I AM! I’m thankful for Alexander, my hubby/butthead is always there by my side, loves me no matter what, tries to make things better, focus on the family and to make things better for us, keeps trying to make him self better/smarter so we can have better life. Alessandra’s daddy loves her beyond words, and wants the best for her and will do anything for her. I’m thankful for Alessandra, my princess/coosi always makes me smile, beings me so much joy, healthy, and smart. After losing a child, I knew God had his reason and now I know what it was, so I could have Alexander and Alessandra. You have to go through pain and bad times to get the good! And now I know! I’m thankful for all that loves me and my family and those that completely support us!

PLAY DATE TODAY

I have a play date planned with 3 mommies and I’m SUPER happy! I can’t wait! We are going to the indoor playground. Alessandra loves to see the kids play and play with new toys she doesn’t have at home. We will see if she likes the bounce house today! Well I’ll be back to get and tell the whole thing!! And of course pictures ;-)

THE BEST THING TO WAKE UP TO...

Oh man I woke up at 3am to feed her and now its 6:30 I am so tired am and she is talking to the mobile and monitor. But as I walk up to her she gives me the BIGGEST smile and tired mommy goes away! Gosh that smile makes me so happy; no words can express how happy it makes me. She starts laughing and gets all happy to see me too. As I change her I tell her Good morning and he gets all giggly and that surely makes a morning a GREAT one! I sing her “Good morning, Good morning, Good morning, it’s time to rise and shine. Good morning, Good morning, good morning, I hope your feeling fine. You got to get up, get out of bed, you got to get up, you sleepyhead. The day is going just for you and all your dreams will come true dooly doo dooly doo. Good morning, Good morning, Good morning, it’s time to rise and shine” she gets super happy to hear that while I change her. Yea it’s always great to sleep but when you wake up to this, it makes it so worth it.

Baby cook book

Well today i was on a few websites working on Alessa's cook and i found TONS of stuff so this book will be big and have TONS of info! ;-)

As I hold you...

I rock on the glider with you in my arms and so many things go through my head. I think about how much I love you and how I can hold you like this forever! I watch you sleep and it brings me so much happiness. I cant even imagine what you would be dreaming but I hope it's angels and only sweet things. I stare at you and just think back when you were so small and I was breastfeeding you. You have grown so much. You are starting to sit up, crawling, and saying your first words. I cant believe how time flew. I can remember when you were born. How I was so happy to see your beautiful face and to hold you. When your cord fell I cried because I knew you were growing up. I think about what the future will bring you. What you will be when you grow up? How well will you do school? What subjects you won't like? How many best friends you will have? It doesn't matter how big you get or what life brings you because at the end YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY!!

Princess I love you and I want to be the best Mommy I can be for you. I pray everyday that God blesses you.

I want to tell it all but I can't

I wish I was a writer that can tell it all. Sometime I feel like I know all about a murder but I can’t tell the story. I don’t know any murder and the story I need to tell is about me but I can’t tell it. I want to express my feeling to a point that makes me feel so proud that I can tell it and make me feel better. I really need to start blogging better, expressing more my feeling and thoughts because I cant hold it in my mind anymore. I think about so many things and sometimes I don’t even understand myself. And just thinking now, maybe it will be easier to write like blogging was a best friend I have and I tell them everything. I think I’m going to write that way, it will be easier to talk then to think about writing. It funny how I got 5.5 in the F ACT writing but I always think I can’t write. I think I underestimate myself sometimes. May it’s my learning disability? But do I have one or I’m underestimating myself again? Well I’m not going to put a lot of thought into this and move on to bigger and better things.

BEKKA'S (ALESSANDRA'S) COOK BOOK

(Above picture… she eating bananas from the jar lol never knew bananas were sour haha) So I decide to make a cook book for Alessa because she hates anything from the jar. She wants homemade baby food! Yea it’s great because it’s the healthiest but I can’t feed her sweet potatoes everyday so I need to buy a cookbook or make my own! I think ill make my own because then I can only have in the book the things she likes! If I buy one then it will have tons of other things I will not use! So cook book in the making! ;-)

ENOUGH is ENOUGH!!!

I been feeling down but I just got to a point that I DON’T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY! So I’m going to DO ME! In other word MAKE MYSELF HAPPY! I’m going to start doing things I like or what to do! Set goal and do them! And just love life because I’m blessed and I don’t need to be down for all the other BS! I have a beautiful family and they mean the WORLD TO ME!

HAPPY BEKKA IS BACK!!

This weekend

This weekend was great… I worked Saturday, got some more hours but Sunday was great! Meet another mommy from WTE. We went to TGI Fridays (my favorite place) for lunch and then went to an indoor playground. She has a 5month old baby girl too and she brought her friend with a 6month old boy. Alessandra loved it! She watched all the other kids play and run around. She played with all the toys (well try to eat them)! She kept yelling (happy yelling) at all the kids! Aww she was so happy I promise her ill take her more often! She doesn’t really have playtime with other kids so hopefully we will soon! Because is always with adults and I want to play with other babies!
Her update: she is sitting up like a big girl… she will fall from time to time but she is officially sitting up like a big girl! Aww my Koosy is getting soo big!

Saturday Aug 1, thoughts and feeling

Well I been feeling down lately and really don’t know why but getting my mind together and hoping things get better!

• Been feeling really achy and having tons of pain on my back and head soI started to go to a back doctor to help my pain and finds out my spin is turning ;-( so we have to fix that!
• I’m getting tired of the apartment and can’t wait to move in my in laws, yea it sounds crazy but it going to be great, I think ;-/ well it will give us time to save and get things together! And it will help me organize myself and get things done.
• After losing friends I started to feel really lonely and that brought me down even more. It’s crazy I started to think it was me and kicking myself. Am friendly and I open so much to people, I get so close and end up hurt! I care too much, when they really don’t care as much. Then I think if one is my friend then they can take me for me. I know I’m not bad person! I guess we were not meant to life friends! ;-( I’m not going to lie, it hurts but I’m getting over it and move on. I been closing myself lately I guess I’m trying not to get hurt again.
• Things are not prefect with me and him but I love him and yea we may not be married by paper but it’s until death do us part. Things changed so much ever since I got pregnant. So I’m learning to working through things but seem to get harder and harder! He seems change but then he shows that he isn’t. I don’t know how to make him understand how I feel but I guess when I do we will be stronger;-/ he stays he loves us to death but it seems like other things are before us and the other things make him happy! So I don’t know what to believe… his word or his action?? And marriage?? Well something came up that really hurt so I’m not really thinking about it anymore because it reminds me of that time and I start to cry ;-( so we will see I guess! Be side me complaining he is a good man at heart, I know most of the time he doesn’t see what he does, he means well!
• They are my world… I put them before myself. I want to make them happy then they ever been but how does one make another happy when they can’t make their self happy? I never want regrets with them but I’m not prefect. I try to be the strongest I can for them but sometimes I don’t feel a backbone to hold ME up and be strong for ME!
• My princess I want the world for her because she truly deserves it. I want to the best mommy I can for her! She is a blessing from God and I treat her like the precious gift that she is! She truly makes me smile in everything she does! Her smile, her laugh, her cry even changing a diaper makes me happy! Gosh she is amazing! I can’t wait to see her grow to the lady she will become! God bless my princess!
• GOALS?? I need to make them and DO THEM! I think I will feel better knowing I did something I wanted to do! Even if I’m the only one padding myself on the back ;-/

I think that enough for today... before I go into depression!

Dear MM (hide the name)

Dear MM,
I wish we could talk about this, it seems like it isn’t going to come up… who knows about the future! But I need to get this off my chest… I’m so hurt and guess you can say kind of upset with you. Where do I start? I guess the beginning would be best! When I first met you I didn’t think we would have got so close but we did. I saw that you are a well rounded person that knows a lot and came from the same home town I did! As time passed and our jobs became the same, we got so closed and were always together. I even started staying at your house to watch over it and the dogs. You became my best friend and I looked at you like an older sister! I confined in you with everything. When I really need you, you were completely there. You always find a way to cheer me up when I was down. It was an honor to be apart of your wedding! It was great to plan your bachelorette party. When I got pregnant with Alessandra, you were so happy and were stated to be the God mother. You offered to help my mother and mother in law with the baby shower. And that’s were things started to change; you offered but really didn’t help. Yea I asked you to my hair and make up and yea I was running late but I had no clue you had the cake. You up even more late with the cake when you could have brought it much earlier. Beside that because really it didn’t bother me too much, you offered to babysit Alessandra in the morning and that gave me a peace of mind. But little did I know you made other plans. And don’t get me wrong I completely support you in whatever you do in your personal life but bother me was that you never came to talk to me about and how it was going to effect the babysitting. I brought up you going to school and you stated “oh yea I did you will need a babysitter on Fridays because I go to school Friday and Saturday” so I said ok my mom can watch her Friday. And that the last I heard from you about it. But then one day I called you on Thursday and you texted me saying that you couldn’t talk because you were at school. And that’s when I did what I had to do for my family and my peace of mind. I found a babysitter and stayed quiet because you were. Time passed and yet I haven’t heard a word from you. I know I’m back but you have not asked who is watching her. I think that’s completely wrong. You should have talk to me about it or even told me something but you still quiet.

STILL WRITING.....

The Climb lyrics

I LOVE THIS SONG!!

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Today I'm feeling down...

I first have to state that I’m truly blessed in so many ways but why am not happy? I feel really depress today with no idea why and when I try to think why I feel like crying so I stop thinking about it because I don’t want to cry! But I guess when I get home and after I put the baby to bed I need to think about it and just cry if I need to ;-( have you ever felt that way? Help me be happy!

Wednesday's Twitter moment...

• Happy Happy Joy Joy Andrea is here!! i cant wait to see her!
• home with hubby and princess... making dinner and waiting for Andrea to come out already so i can see her!
• out of globe ttyl
• well i have to pick up formula today but im hoping i get to see my baby prima andrea today! we will see!
• having lunch yummmy!!
• ok the day is flying but i have so much to do and i need more time! ;-/ and th ecomputer is not working with me GRRRR >:-I
• Good morning twitt twitt! Liz and Gustavo i hope everything is good! and Andrea just come out you cant stay in there forever! luv you guys! xoxo

Tuesday's twitter moment...

• yayyyy 29mins left... im very sleepy today!
• getting a headache.... ;-(
• i hate these letters GRRRR
• DONE WITH THE NOTICES OFF TO OTHER 100 THINGS I HAVE TO DO!
• WORKING ON NOTICES AND OFF TO THE BACK FOR THE LETTERS!
• WHY DO I CARE TOO MUCH? I ALWAYS END UP GETTING HURT ;-( BUT THATS ME A CARING PERSON! I GUESS I NEED TO GET USE TO GETTING HURT! ;-/
• good morning twitt twitt

BABY IDOL #2 ON WTE FEB BABIES 2009

WELL I WASNT ONLINE WHEN THEY HAD THE FIRST ONE SO I WAS HAPPY TO BE APART OF THE SECOND ONE I TURNED IN LIKE 20 PICS AND ALESSANDRA WON 6: BEST BUM- 3RD PLACEBEST EAR- 3RD PLACEMISS PATRIOTIC- 1ST PLACE YAYYYBIKE BABIES-2ND PLACEBFF WTE- 2ND PLACEBEST HANDS IN THE MOUTH- 2ND PLACE

Monday Twitter Moments..

• @u_neek047 well my daddy is angel and ur daddy to andrea! lol
• @xandercoded IT'S "BEEBA" GET THE SPELLING RIGHT XANDER! LOL
• eating my salt and vinegar and publix ice tea again ;-)
• AWW MY PRIMA WILL SOON HAVE HER BABY... GOD BLESS HER AND GUSTAVO AND BABY ANDREA! I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU 3! XOXO
• @jellybug4 I CRY FOR EVERYTHING WITH HER... WHEN HER CORD DROPPED I CRIED, WHEN SHE STARTED TALKING (BABY TALK) I CRIED! SHE MELTS MY HE
• @jellybug4 I KNWO AND WHEN SHE DOES ILL BE CRYING! ;-(
• @RavensMama THANKS THIS WAS MY FIRST TIME DOING IT AND I LOVE IT!
• and weighting at 16lb since friday appt!
• Princess is 5months today! YAYYYY
• good morning twitt twitt

Sunday twitter moments...

• finished the letter...
• WOW IM SOO HAPPY MY BABY WON 6 CATEGORIES OF FEB 2009 BABY IDOL YAYYYY
• writing a letter for Joe's family and friends for the services

Friday Twitter Moment...

• BYE BYE GLOBE SEE YOU MONDAY!
• 14 MINS AND IM OFF TO THE PRINCESS DOCTOR APPOINTMENT! DIVIDING THE SHOTS MAKE THINGS HARDER BUT I RATHER THAT WAY THEN TAKING THE EASY
• GOD PROMISES A SAFE LANDING NOT A CLAIM PASSAGE!
• YAYY its friday and we are going to have a family night... just alexander, alessandra and me!! YAYY
• im happy today... my hubby got me flowers just because it was thursday! ;-) and he didnt get me the flowers i hate ;-) I LOVE YOU ALEXANDER!!
• doing daily notices... ;-/
• did i ever tell you how much i love dunkin' donut?!?!? i have a donut for Andrea but Liz isnt here ;-( ill eat it for her ;-)
• Good morning twitt twitt

This weekend....

Well this weekend was great! Friday i took ALessandra to the doctors and she weights 16 lbs YAYY my big princess! and after we went to dinner Alexander, MIL and FIL it was great Alessandra was happy and laughing and kicking her legs while we ate! lol! Saturday we went to the beach with MIL, FIL, Aunt and Uncle i got to ride the jetsky but it broke down on me AGIAN! i get my 30min ride was all i could have that day! lol but other then that the water was great Alessandra got in the water and everything! we stayed there like all day and after we went home and played "sequence" I LOVE THAT GAME! my mom and sister joined us and My MIL and i won 2 games! HAHAHA Sunday i cleaned the house! and went to Joann and got 3 books for Alessandra (who knew Jo ann had kids learning books they are awesome and only $5) well i got her tutu stuff so thats my project this week! after we ate and played sequence some more and just chilled!!
it was a great weekend with the family I LOVE MY FAMILY!!

Thursday Twitter Moments...

• good night twitt twitt
• I LOVE MY FAMILY SOOOOO MUCH!
• scapbooking with mommy norma!! ;-)
• bye bye bye work is over for today twitt twitt ;-)
• @ELIZABETHDIAZ09 LIZ, HOW ARE YOU DOING PRIMA?
• YAYY ITS 430PM ILL BE HOME SOON! I GOT MYA TONIGHT SO THAT WILL BE FUN!
• YAY TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!
• WOW ITS 3PM WHERE DID THE DAY GO?
• "i am not afraid of tomorrow, for i have seen yesterday and i love today!"
• Life is too short to waste it away! be thankful for everything... good or bad!
• gosh i miss my princess like crazy! ;-(
• BLA BLA BLA REALLY NOT IN A HAPPY MOOD!
• good morning twitters... its not a good morning for me ;-( a great leader of mine when i was in high school pasted away yesterday ;-( RIP Joe your in a better place!

TUESDAY'S TWITTER MOMENT

• bye bye out of work and off to my loving family!
• i think im pregnant? haha no im not but im eating like one... crazy snacks all day!
• longing in counts and postages of the notices... bla bla bla
• im bored.... ;-/
• WORKING ON CCCU LETTER GRRR....
• im bored i want to go home and relax in my bed with my baby girl and if hubby isnt busy working then he needs to jump right in! ;-)
• cropping pictures... liz i have some old pics of you too! hahaha
• @ELIZABETHDIAZ09 WOW THAT IS SO CRAZY THAT WE ARE BLOGGING AT THE SAME SPOT! LOL!
• i have a headache... ;-(
• yay my princess sleeps through the night woohooo
• Hello twitter... Have a nice day!

WEDNESDAY'S TWITTER MOMENTS

• ok good night twitter
• "don't cry for money because it doesn't cry for you!" just heard that on tv!
• playing uno on facebook haha
• people really need to count your blessing... i know i'm truly blessed!! Thank you God for what you have blessed me with!!
• yayy im home with family and loving every minute of it
• 10MORE MINS LEFT AT GLOBE YAYYY
• @ELIZABETHDIAZ09 OHHHHHHH YEA SHE REALLY NEEDS TO FILL IN THE BLANK! ;-)
• 1 MORE HOUR LEFT OF GLOBE AND OFF TO PRINCESS ALESSANDRA AND SUPER DADDY!
• @ELIZABETHDIAZ09 ABSOLUTELY FOR WHAT? I HAVE WROTE TOO MANY THINGS TODAY! LOL! AND ABOUT THE BROAD GAME... SEQUENCE IS SO MUCH FUN!
• COLORING PAPERWORK... HAPPY! HAPPY! JOY! JOY!
• GOT MORE WORK TO DO!
• OH NO "PAIN IN THE BUTT" IS COMING TO MY DESK TO "EXPLAIN" SOMETHING... CAN WE SAY BLA BLA BLA! LOL
• LUNCH IS OVER SO BACK TO WORK... UMM I THINK ILL MAIL OUT THESE 9X12 AND PUT IN THE COUNTS OF THE NOTICES!
• FINALLY HAVING LUNCH... HOT POCKET, WATERMELON AND YUMMY PUBLIX ICE TEA! ;-) YEA IN KNWO YOUR JEALOUS OF MY LUNCH HAHAHA
• @ELIZABETHDIAZ09 HOMEWORK FOR ANDREA.... MY BIRTHDAY IS JULY __, 2009... ANDREA FILL IN THE BLANK PLEASEEE!! ;-)
• CROPPING PICTURES AGAIN... GOSH I DIDNT KNOW I WOULD BE CROPPING 75PLUS PICTURES..
• PICTURES MAILED!
• MAILING OUT PICTURES OF ALESSANDRA! GOSH SHE IS ALWAYS TAKING PICS LOL I LOVE PICTURES OF MY PRINCESS! NEED TO SAVE FOR HALLOWEEN AND GETTING IDEAS READY!
• I LOVE SAYING I HAVE A DAUGHTER AND IM A MOMMY! YUP YUP IM ONE PROUD MOMMY! I LOVE YOU ALESSANDRA... I LOVE YOU TOO ALEXANDER!
• GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT BABY FORMULA IS CHEAPER AT BABYLOVE THEN BABIES R US AND PUBLIX!
• WORKING ON DELRAY FILES... BLA BLA SAME SHYT EVERY WEEK
• IDK WHAT IS IT ABOUT SALT AND VINEHAR CHIPS AND PUBLIX ICE TEA THAT TASTE SO GOOD TOGETHER! HAHA
• Gosh if its not the "laca" its the "pain in the butt" well at least "laca" is not here today! front desk is all mine hahaha... lonely without my preggo ;-(
• GRRRR "Pain in the butt" i know how to do my job... get off your high horse and get stop being on my a$$!
• Good morning twitter... have a nice day!

Favorite TV Shows

Well the 3 top TV shows are...

1. One Tree Hill (starting back on Sept 14 YAYY even though that is far from now)
2. Grey's Anatomy (Staring back on Sept 24 YAYY even thats longer time from now)
3. Private Practice (staring back on Oct 1 YAYY even more longer time from now)

just wanted to share!!

new update about the princess...

Alessandra is 4 months, 3 weeks, and 3 days old, getting bigger everyday! She is now 15lbs 14oz since Friday and 26 inches long!

She is starting to eat solids but only when she wants them! It’s always her way or the highway! Lol! It seems like she likes carrots right now! She thinks sweet potatoes are sour! Im trying to give her all the veggies and then give her fruits but the way she eats make it so hard! But we will see!

She loves her feet… they are so yummy to her teeth! And every thing goes in her mouth! And drooling on everything! Yea she is teething like crazy I hope her teeth don’t take long to come out!

She is such a happy baby that is very demanding! And it’s a different mood everyday with her! Lol!

She loves her Micky mouse’s clubhouse and jumper! It’s so funny watching her show on it! She jumps up when she gets happy! She hasn’t got to the point that she bounces on and on but she will jump once when she is happy!

4th of July we went to Naples, FL with Alexander’s Mom, dad, aunt, and uncle for the weekend! It was so nice, she loved the fireworks! I thought she would be scared but she wasn’t I think it was because we was far away from where they were lighting them.

Well there is my baby girl! ill keep you posted with her!

THOUGHTS AND UPDATE...

• MY HEAD HURTS... ;-( I THINK MY FRIEND IS COMING... I KNOW TMI!! HAHA
• FINALLY GOT SHYT DONE WITH TYPESTYLE'S SAMPLE YAYY THAT PAIN IN THE ASS JOB!
• FINISHING NOTICES
• AND I NEED TO FINISH CROPPING THOSE FAMILY PICTURES FOR MOMMY NORMA!
• AWW MAN I FORGOT THE SWEET POTATO FOR ALESSANDRA AT HOME... YUP I MADE MY PRINCESS HOMEMADE BABY FOOD! AWW IM A GOOD MOMMY!! ;-) SHE CAN HAVE IT WHEN I GET HOME!
• WHAT WILL I HAVE FOR LUNCH TODAY? SALT AND VINEGER CHIPS SOUNDS GREAT WITH A NICE SANDWISH! ;-p
• DID I TELL YOU I LOVE MICKY MOUSE CLUBHOUSE... WELL MY DAUGHTER DOES AND BECAUSE SHE LOVES IT AND WATCHES IT LIKE A GOOD GIRL I LOVE IT TOO!
• I LOVE PUBLIX ICE TEA! HAHA

YEA IM SO RANDOM! HAHAHA

kEEPING YOU POSTED

IM REALLY BAD WITH WRITING THINGS SO I THOUGHT WHY DONT I JUST KEEP YOU POSTED ON WHATS ON MY MIND, WHAT IM DOING, OR JUST SOMETHING I WANT TO TELL YOU! IF ITS JUST A LINE THEN SO BE IT IF NOT THEN YOU HAVE MORE INFO LOL! THIS BLOG WILL BE MY PRIVATE TWITTER! ;-)

HAPPY MOMMY

YAYY MY PRNICESS SLEPT THROUGH THE NIGHT AGAIN!! YAYYY

Monday July 13, 2009

Well this weekend was nice! Friday I took the princess to the doctor to get one of shots... she weights 15lbs 14oz (gosh she is getting big)! I love going to the doctors to see how big she is getting but I HATE WAITING FOREVER TO SEE THE DOCTOR! Well after being there for a hour and half I went home to wait for Alex to get home and we went out to dinner and his parents meet us there after we ate to go bowling! We went bowling with his parents and aunt and uncle! We had a GREAT time! Alessandra was so good! She likes looking around at people!

Saturday I woke up and got my hair done… if I may say it came out really nice! Alex stayed with the baby! I got home and we started to clean while Alessandra was making it so hard but MICKEY MOUSE’S CLUBHOUSE helped us! After we went to his parents chilled until we went to my dad’s to see my aunt that was in town! We had fun there telling jokes! We went home Alessandra was knocked out and Alex and I had sometime together before I went to bed! That was GREAT! We hadn’t had it in a long time!

Sunday Alex had to work at home so we and Alessandra went to his parents to chill and I washed clothes! We went to lunch with everyone… yummy yellow rice and chicken! (I will be having that for dinner lol) while we were leaving this lady was acting crazy with us in her car she is lucky I didn’t come out the car lol but we were the “bigger person” and left! We went back to his parents and played “sequence” my mother in law and I won! WOOHOO!!! Went home and Alessandra knocked out and guess what she didn’t wake up at all the whole night! AWW my princess is getting so big!

Well that was my weekend! Ttyl!

My first post... HEE HEE

Well I always love reading other peoples blog so I thought of making my own... BUT I am not writer or a person to keep on this every day but hey I will do it for fun!

All about me... My name is Bekka. My birthday is May 30, 1986 (just turned 23) my parents are Puerto Rican and I was born in Philly, pa! I was raised in North Lauderdale, FL and now live in Pembroke Pines, FL. I work at a marketing company as the data processing. I plan to stay at my job forever but also taking a new career in photography for fun and second job! Ill keep you posted on that!!

All about my hubby to be... Alexander, his birthday January 22, 1985 (just turned 24) his parents are from Cuba and he was born in Miami, FL. Raised in Hialeah and Pembroke Pines, FL. He is a programmer, web designer and everything else with computers lol! We met at work and we fell in love as soon as I filled out the application! Lol!

All about our princess... Alessandra Maria, she was born on February 20, 2009 at 6:15pm at Memorial Miramar weighted 6lbs 15oz and 21 inches long! She is the best thing in my life other then my family! She truly makes everyone smile and the best Blessing from God! I can’t wait to do so many things with her in the future!

OK I think that enough for today... ill share some more another day!