Dear MM (hide the name)

Dear MM,
I wish we could talk about this, it seems like it isn’t going to come up… who knows about the future! But I need to get this off my chest… I’m so hurt and guess you can say kind of upset with you. Where do I start? I guess the beginning would be best! When I first met you I didn’t think we would have got so close but we did. I saw that you are a well rounded person that knows a lot and came from the same home town I did! As time passed and our jobs became the same, we got so closed and were always together. I even started staying at your house to watch over it and the dogs. You became my best friend and I looked at you like an older sister! I confined in you with everything. When I really need you, you were completely there. You always find a way to cheer me up when I was down. It was an honor to be apart of your wedding! It was great to plan your bachelorette party. When I got pregnant with Alessandra, you were so happy and were stated to be the God mother. You offered to help my mother and mother in law with the baby shower. And that’s were things started to change; you offered but really didn’t help. Yea I asked you to my hair and make up and yea I was running late but I had no clue you had the cake. You up even more late with the cake when you could have brought it much earlier. Beside that because really it didn’t bother me too much, you offered to babysit Alessandra in the morning and that gave me a peace of mind. But little did I know you made other plans. And don’t get me wrong I completely support you in whatever you do in your personal life but bother me was that you never came to talk to me about and how it was going to effect the babysitting. I brought up you going to school and you stated “oh yea I did you will need a babysitter on Fridays because I go to school Friday and Saturday” so I said ok my mom can watch her Friday. And that the last I heard from you about it. But then one day I called you on Thursday and you texted me saying that you couldn’t talk because you were at school. And that’s when I did what I had to do for my family and my peace of mind. I found a babysitter and stayed quiet because you were. Time passed and yet I haven’t heard a word from you. I know I’m back but you have not asked who is watching her. I think that’s completely wrong. You should have talk to me about it or even told me something but you still quiet.

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