- Been feeling really achy and having tons of pain on my back and head soI started to go to a back doctor to help my pain and finds out my spin is turning ;-( so we have to fix that!
- I’m getting tired of the apartment and can’t wait to move in my in laws, yea it sounds crazy but it going to be great, I think ;-/ well it will give us time to save and get things together! And it will help me organize myself and get things done.
- After losing friends I started to feel really lonely and that brought me down even more. It’s crazy I started to think it was me and kicking myself. Am friendly and I open so much to people, I get so close and end up hurt! I care too much, when they really don’t care as much. Then I think if one is my friend then they can take me for me. I know I’m not bad person! I guess we were not meant to life friends! ;-( I’m not going to lie, it hurts but I’m getting over it and move on. I been closing myself lately I guess I’m trying not to get hurt again.
- Things are not prefect with me and him but I love him and yea we may not be married by paper but it’s until death do us part. Things changed so much ever since I got pregnant. So I’m learning to working through things but seem to get harder and harder! He seems change but then he shows that he isn’t. I don’t know how to make him understand how I feel but I guess when I do we will be stronger;-/ he stays he loves us to death but it seems like other things are before us and the other things make him happy! So I don’t know what to believe… his word or his action?? And marriage?? Well something came up that really hurt so I’m not really thinking about it anymore because it reminds me of that time and I start to cry ;-( so we will see I guess! Be side me complaining he is a good man at heart, I know most of the time he doesn’t see what he does, he means well!
- They are my world… I put them before myself. I want to make them happy then they ever been but how does one make another happy when they can’t make their self happy? I never want regrets with them but I’m not prefect. I try to be the strongest I can for them but sometimes I don’t feel a backbone to hold ME up and be strong for ME!
- My princess I want the world for her because she truly deserves it. I want to the best mommy I can for her! She is a blessing from God and I treat her like the precious gift that she is! She truly makes me smile in everything she does! Her smile, her laugh, her cry even changing a diaper makes me happy! Gosh she is amazing! I can’t wait to see her grow to the lady she will become! God bless my princess!
- GOALS?? I need to make them and DO THEM! I think I will feel better knowing I did something I wanted to do! Even if I’m the only one padding myself on the back ;-/
I think that enough for today... before I go into depression!
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